10 min.. 1.25pm-1.35pm

i knew this was the ending..
and nothing can change about it..

it was my fault..

but i wasn't cheating on him... I'M NOT...

it doesn't make any differents...

i broke his heart..

but still.. someone has already mend it up..

i cant say anything more..

he wouldn't listen...

i tried to get close to him..

but he just push me aside...

he will never remember me.. thou i tried to do something to make him remember..

he will never smile to me.. thou i tried to act stupid infront of him..

he will never miss me.. thou i tried to forget him too..

he will never forgive me.. thou i tried to say sorry..

i just want to be your friend..

and he will never a friend of mine..

im sorry..

sorry for saying sorry...

nobody gets to understand me..

you have a new life after that..

im glad that u are stronger than me..

but im not...

when i hear your voice..

i dont know how to talk to u...

i really have alots of things wanna to tell u..

but people said.. explaining is just covering..

im not covering anything..

i just want u to understand me..

but now.. u won't even bother what im trying to say..

trying to delete your stuff..

but... its like locked inside of me...

in ten minutes... you don't want to keep pretending that you dont know me...

i tot that it can last longer.. so i can be "someone else" to get close to u..

now i figure out..

u have no feelings towards me anymore..

you are even too lazy to hate me...

thankx...

i will learn to be stronger..